Not Terminated

Downsized. My job has been “consolidated”. Nine weeks severance with COBRA, plus my accrued vacation time (nearly two more weeks, I think). Emphasis that this is a result of market conditions, not anything I’ve done wrong. Yeah. Right. Several others had been “disappeared” over the past two days. Should have seen it coming. My name…

Planned Exit

It’s an interesting perspective, watching emotional collapse from the inside out. Even knowing what’s happening doesn’t affect what is apparently the inevitable decay of trust and self-control and ability to critically analyze a situation. There are days I feel frozen, my arms and legs literally too heavy to move. That same thick gravity freezes my…

In My Prime

It seems like I end up reinventing myself in prime years. I think, at the start of life, everyone does that. Age thirteen is the start of that gray zone where you begin in earnest to move from childhood towards adulthood. You hit nineteen and find yourself embarking on the first truly official adult years….