Phospho-Soda

Still feeling unsettled, disconnected. A bit of this may simply have to do with my energy level, which is abysmal today. There is a short, seven step rise into the main part of our company’s building, and today was the first time I ever needed to rest part of the way up the stairs. My…

Comfortable, familiar, and wearing a little thin. At least my cable is up and working tonight. Kitten asleep on the lap. The Socialist informed me tonight that she’s no kitten, but she’s still a third smaller than the other two, and when she sleeps on my lap she makes a burbling noise. She might be…

I retrieve the mail once a week, on Sundays. I may check more often if I’m expecting something important, or if the moon is in alignment with Uranus. I’ve proved that I am not obsessive-compulsive about the mail, but nobody’s listening. I doubt at this point the Prof would even remember the incident that pissed…

OK, last night I cleaned the dishes in the sink, prepared stew from scratch, made cous cous and salads, set the table, served the meal, cleared off the table, put the food away, cleaned the dishes. Just noting that for the record. Anything else I could say would be the moral equivalent of beating a…

I finally got to sleep around 8:00 this morning. I woke up around 11:30. That means I got perhaps five hours sleep tonight. I hope I sleep well and early tonight, because I have to get up early tomorrow to run errands before I can leave for my weekend get-away. Got a call from the…

I found out Tuesday that my MELD score remains 18. My doctor has upped my coumadin dosage again, in another attempt to bring my score a bit up. I spoke to the transplant coordinator at the Big City Hospital to get my score, and during the conversation she indicated that she felt it was important…